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[05 Feb 2006|08:19am] |
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I never post anymore but I figured what they hey... This song is about friendship. I don't normally tell everyone the details and whole explanation of my songs but this I have to let everyone know. Metaphorically speaking it's about how my friend's friendship makes me invincible and how I in turn want to make them invincible with my friendship. If your reading this right now, you ARE my friend. No matter what you may think or what happened the last time we talked. You have impacted my life in some way and helped make me "invincible." I only hope I have done the same for you.
It’s amazing how painless life can become,
When you realize that you’re invincible,
Everything becomes so translucent,
Since this revelation has occurred,
It’s simply astonishing to me,
To look through these eyes and see,
The reflection of something other-worldly,
For all the times I seemed to fall,
Turns out that wasn’t the case at all,
These were just steps in becoming invincible,
So take and discard all your despair,
Where the hell is it taking you anyway?
I’ve found some place peaceful we can stay,
Take my hand, leave your pain, I’ll lead the way,
So take the depressed card and burn it,
We’ll warm ourselves with the flames,
We’ll watch the illness turn to ashes,
And we know nothing can hurt us now,
And we know nothing can hurt us now,
And we know nothing can hurt us now,
My gifts to you;
A shared broken heart,
A wealth of lessons learned,
A sympathetic ear,
A shoulder you can saturate,
And a heart to warm your sometimes frigid sentiments,
But my greatest gift to you; is invincibility.
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| People Part 2 |
[23 Oct 2005|12:25pm] |
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I thought I was done receiving shitty news, but apparently not. I just LOVE when people are deceptive and dishonest, don't you? God, I really feel like a giant asshole for caring about some of these people, because it becomes more and more apparent that they don't give a shit about me. What I love now too is that nobody really has ANY idea who I'm talking about and I give really good face to people I can't stand. So let's see if you have a guilty conscience. Then again, that's me actually assuming you have a heart and/or a soul and that something like that would actually bother you. I don't really give a fuck, I know who cares about me, I'm a little weary on who doesn't, but I'm starting to get a better idea. So fuck you very much for your deception and just your overall nature of being an asshole.
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[21 Oct 2005|11:12pm] |
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I only write in this when I am upset or lonely or bored. Right now, let's go with upset. Honestly, I have been so rapped up, working 6 days and 50 odd some hours a week, that I haven't had the time to be upset or lonely or definitely not bored. Tonight however, I finally got upset again, which actually caused me to feel slightly lonely. I do not have a problem with ANYONE. I do not hate, I am not unhappy with, nor do I wish any bad things upon anyone. So why do people not like me? To go as far as to say, "I can't stand Paul"? Are you serious? That is so incredibley hurtful. I can not believe somebody would say that about me. I try so hard to be a good person and try to make everyone else around me happy. I am so selfless. All of this doesn't change the opinions I have about myself, merely the positive opinions and mutual respect I had with certain people. I am a good person with a great heart. If you are my friend I will bendover backwards to make sure you are happy. When you're my friend you're not allowed to be depressed. My whole goal in life is just to keep everyone around me happy, because I can take care of myself, and the few times I can't, I know I have a ton of people that I can rely on. I REALLY would love to just get away from all of this shit (working a shitload has helped that and my bank account) and move away...out of this town, out of this county...fuck, maybe even out of this state. I think that is my new objective: save money and get the fuck out of here.
(To all my FRIENDS (you know exactly who the hell you are): I love you guys with all my heart, and you would be the only good thing I'd be leaving behind.)
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[07 Oct 2005|08:38pm] |
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gonna go out on a limb and say at this very moment, I am the most confused and fucked up in the head that I have EVER been. That is all.
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| stolen from my wife... |
[22 Sep 2005|01:47am] |
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Post your name, one thing you like about me, and a favorite memory we have had together.
Then copy this and put it in your journal and I'll do the same for you.
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| DANE COOK!!!!!!!!!! |
[15 Sep 2005|09:42am] |
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YES I AM GOING TO NYC RIGHT NOW TO GO SEE THE FUCKING MAN DANE COOK! AHHHHHHH!!!! I CANNOT WAIT TO JUST TO GO TO NYC FOR THE DAY AND THEN TO TOP IT OFF I GET TO SEE THE FUNNIEST HUMAN BEING ALIVE!!!!!! WHAT A FANTASTICAL DAY/LIFE!!!!
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| Donovan McNabb, you silly bitch... |
[13 Sep 2005|01:36am] |
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The Eagles lost and it sucks. But it's a long season and I'm sure they'll be fine. Someone really is starting to get me to look at life that way. Love fucking hurts and it sucks when you're not loved back, but I'm 20 years old. I have a lot of my life in front of me and lots of love still to give. Why waste emotion, time and love on someone who doesn't want those gifts from you. As time goes on, I'll be over this and as this person also pointed out, I think I'm a lot more over it than I think.
SEE YOU IN THE PLAYOFFS YOU FALCON FAGGOTS!
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[08 Sep 2005|01:12am] |
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this is a new song i've been working on, i finally finished it tonight...it's very uplifting, i've been in a terrific fucking mood lately in case u can't tell...
maybe if i drink myself stupid,
i'll forget who i am and i can start all over,
or maybe everyone will forget about me,
if i take the car for a drive and head towards the nearest bridge,
you tell me,
"this might be,
just what we need,"
if i told you, you were wrong,
would you throw it in my face,
or would you try to see,
the fault in your judgement,
(you don't know what this does to me),
you're living in a place you don't know anymore,
(you don't know what this does to me),
choosing battles, but what are you fighting for?
(you don't know what this does to me),
what are you fighting for?
(you don't know what this does to me),
what are you fighting for?
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| Dane Cook is the fucking man |
[06 Sep 2005|01:16am] |
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I'm having another sad day. I don't know what it is, i'm just lonely. I spend like almost every waking hour with three couples and having nobody and it can get really really fucking lonely sometimes. I love my friends, and I noticed how freaking adorable Billie and Frankie are together tonight, and moments like that make me really happy, knowing that all my friends are really happy and I had a lot to do with it. But it's just really impossible to shake the feeling of being by myself. It's been about 4 months now and I haven't made any progress and it really sucks. Am I pathetic? Because I really feel that way sometimes. Oh well, Phillies game next week. Plus... I'M GOING TO SEE DANE COOK ON THE 15TH!!!!!!! (the only thing keeping me going right now.) If anyone has any advice/harsh words for me, let me know, I could use them.
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| BILLIE<3 |
[02 Sep 2005|01:23am] |
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Today was a reminder of why I love Ms. Billie Ray Brown and why she is the only woman I could possibly marry. We spent the whole day together and we had sooo much freakin' fun. No serious talks, in fact I don't think we had a serious thought during the course of the entire day. No drama, no worries, just me and my best friend in the whole wide world. We went to the BK and sat in the longest drive thru line in recorded history. Then we had a family lunch consisting of my family as of now (minus the Little One). Rikki, Billie, Frankie, Tom and I had the funnest luch ever. Then we watched Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas before meeting up with Dana at the movies to see Red Eye (excellent movie by the way). Then when we had a family meal at Applebee's (plus the Little One, minus Frankie, although he was cooking the food). We ended the night myspace stalking and being stupid as usual. They say everything happens for a reason, and even though stuff hasn't really been going my way lately, it's really ok. I have some really amazing people in my life and today Billie reminded me that she is one of them...(pictures soon to follow)
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| You smile while you sleep |
[20 Aug 2005|11:07pm] |
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I can't think of any reasons not to want to shoot myself in the fucking face right now. If anyone has any, and/or knows where I can obtain a gun, let me know. Thank God for my friends man. I just feel SO stupid and gullible. I am such a fucking idiot. I don't know who I'm going to be able to truly trust/believe anymore. I AM SUCH A FUCKING IDIOT!
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| Adjusting |
[13 Aug 2005|02:23pm] |
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So I've been gradually moving out of my house for 3 days now. It's been weird. It's been really weird. But in all honesty I think I'm going to be ok. I've had all my friends here to support me. Frankie has been here so much that Ricky is threatening to start charging him rent. Billie and Danielle are also a constant and of course, my little brother Brian is always around. Ricky has been really cool with everything and I think I'm going to be ok once I get adjusted to my surroundings. A couple pluses: there's a Wawa a block away, literally, there's a McDonald's and a Burger King just a couple blocks away, I'm closer to Walmart, and I just really feel like I'm on my own and I couldn't happier about that.
My problems as of right now have really absolutley nothing to do with the move. I am so incredibley lonely. My wall punching incident really cleared my head, but it's not enough. As of right now, I set Ricky and Danielle up and then i went ahead and set Billie and Frankie up. Don't get me wrong, I couldn't be happier with the way those situations have turned out. They all make each other really happy and to be quite honest, I'd rather be lonely and have all my friends be happy. Like right now, I'm really ok, I could even go as far as to say that I'm "happy." There's just something missing. But I know I can't rush it. I just have to be patient and my chance will come. As I said, for right now I'm "happy" and you know what? My friends are really fucking happy and that's all that matters to me.
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| Fucking do it dude! |
[31 Jul 2005|09:37pm] |
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x whats your name:
x what is your first memory of me:
x how long have we known one another:
x tell about one memory we share together:
x describe me in four adjectives:
x if we could spend a day together what would we do:
x name one thing you really don't like about me:
x name one thing you really do like about me:
x if you could give me a gift what would it be:
x what was your first impression of me:
x have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:
x have we ever hugged:
x have we ever danced with each other:
x have you ever seen me cry:
x what is something embarrassing that i've done:
x what do i usually look like when you see me:
x what do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase:
x do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
x has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
x what advice would you give me, in general:
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| Yup |
[28 Jul 2005|01:46pm] |
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So me and Billie hungout last night for the first time in awhile. I love Billie so much. Everytime we hangout shes says something that makes me contemplate what I'm doing with myself and with my life. We went to the movies to see The Devil's Rejects and then snuck in to see Wedding Crashers. Both movies were excellent even though I had already seen Wedding Crashers. The reason I love Billie, no matter what I talked to her about, nothing bothered her. She never judges me and she always understands where I'm coming from even though she doesn't always necessarily agree with it.
And ya know, everyone has problems. And the only person that can judge the degree of someone's problems is that person themselves. Just because you don't see something as a big deal doesn't mean that it isn't to the person with the problem. All you can do is listen to the person and gauge how big their problems are to them.
One thing I've realized is that we all have issues, but we're all here to help each other out. I've done enough bitching towards everyone in my life in the past couple months. Yesterday though, was more or less my time to help people out. I hungout with Frankie all morning after sleeping over his house the night before. Him and his ex are still issuing. I talked to him about it whenever it came up, but the main thing I did was just try to keep his mind off it. We had a lot of fun and we just bulshitted all day. Then even Billie was issuing with her boyfriend and I think I really put her mind at ease with all of that. Last but not least, Ricky had quite the shitty one and as he has often done for me, I had to talk him off the ledge. If it wasn't for Ricky dude, I really don't know what the fuck I'd be doing.
Bottom line, no matter what your friends are going through, even if at the time you're fighting, help them out in anyway you can. And then the day will come when you just need someone to be there and listen and they'll be right by your side. We're really all here for each other, and the sooner you realize that the better you'll feel about your life.
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| Fucking Bullshit |
[21 Jul 2005|09:15pm] |
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Anyone who has actually been around me and spoken to me over the past three months knows the mental state that I have been in. I have been a fucking wreck. I don't eat right, I get depressed out of nowhere, my already short temper is out of control, I rarely sleep, I complain to everyone about what's been going on with me and I am just generally fucked up in the head. All of this has been caused by something, and if you don't know what I'm talking about then you probably shouldn't even bother to read the rest of this entry.
Over the past three months I've had several people approach me about "setting me up" with someone and the like. I have for the most part politely declined these offers except in two cases. Both in which resulted in my going on a "date" with these girls, but both ending in the same result...ABSOLUTLEY NOTHING! All I did the whole fucking time was talk about my situation. Now, I haven't really had the desire to get with anyone, but even if I had, what girl could fucking stand it? Me bringing up some other girl's name every two seconds and bantering about how badly it sucks? I'm sure if anyone was going on a "date" with someone and this person kept bringing up their ex and their past relationship, you would get disinterested very quickly.
So the reason for all this ranting you might ask? Somebody is a fucking lying coward. Somebody either really has it out for me or is really in love with her. Apparently I have gotten with someone. Who? THE FUCK IF I KNOW! If this person happens to be my livejournal friend or can read this, I have this to say to you: FUCK YOU! You should just come forward now, because eventually you will be exposed for the fucking lying piece of shit that you are. I don't know what I did to you, or what you have against me, but you should know that you really fucked me, big time. I hope you sleep really well knowing how badly you have fucked up my head and I hope it feels great knowing that you're the reason she is never going to talk to me again. Thanks you fucking asshole.
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current:
• outfit: camo shorts, plain white tee, chucks
• hairstyle: in my eyes/off to the side
• jewelry: "paul" choker, sweet tug mcgraw foundation bracelet
• underwear: none
• nail color: n/a
do you:
• lick yourself: nope
• whine a lot: lots
• yell a lot: see above
• hate a lot of people: nope, not anyone
• have too many friends: sometimes
• want to die: not at the moment
• have a bf/gf: no
• do drugs: no
• wear dark colors: yes, i have way too many black shirts
• dye your hair: not anymore, i actually enjoy my natural hair color
have you ever:
• kissed someone: yes
• gotten drunk: occasionally
• worn rainbow: i don't think so, but i could be wrong
• talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yup
• left the country: yea
• had a party with over 30 people: yup
• taken nude pictures: nope
• stolen something: yea
• caught something on fire: no, but i've seen someone catch their hoodie sleeve on fire
• cheated on someone: nope, and i never will
• wanted to cheat on someone: see above
• asked someone out: only a couple of gals
• had a dream, then the next day it happens: yes, often, it fucks with my head severely
last person:
• you touched: Alex
• you talked to: Danielle
• you hugged: Alex
• you kissed: Erica
• you instant messaged: Tom
• who broke your heart: N/A
are you:
• understanding: yes
• open-minded: yes
• arrogant: fuckin right i am
• insecure: nope
• interesting: very much so
• hungry: do not ask the fat kid that question
• smart: yes
• childish: most of the time, yes
• independent: i've recently become a lot more independent
• hard working: when there is a clear goal that i want, absolutley
• healthy: heart disease on one side of the family, high blood pressure on the other, all eat is fast food, yup, i'll be luck if i make my 30's
• emotional: extremely
• shy: not anymore
• difficult: not really
• attractive: i'd like to think so
• bored easily: nope
• thirsty: nope
• obsessed: Scary Kids Scaring Kids (most amazing band EVER) and cheeseburgers, i've been eating a lot of cheeseburgers lately
• angry: very
• sad: very
• happy: not really
• trusting: way too trusting
• ill: i have the worst sore throat ever
• talkative: yes
• ignored: yes
• reliable: yes
• self-disciplined: not at all
• sleepy: kinda
• lonely: very
info about yourself:
• what is your birth name? Paul Robert Hudrick III
• what is your birthday?: 1/25/85
• age: 20
• do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
• how tall are you?: 6'
• shoe size?: 11
• brothers/sisters?: sister, Lori
• job?: Applebee's carside to go specialist muth fucka
favorites:
• what is your favorite band?: as of right now, Scary Kids Scaring Kids and Funeral For a Friend, all time of course Incubus and Weezer are irreplaceable
• color(s)?: green
• soda?: wild cherry pepsi
• music?: more or less emo and hardcore
• stores in the mall?: American Eagle, occasionally Pac-Sun but for the most part AE is the only store i shop in at the mall
• ice cream?: vanille
• roller coaster?: The Hulk in Universal
• candy?: cow tales and twix and zero bars
• cd?: The City Sleeps in Flames-SKSK and The Hours=FFAF
• cookies?: fudge shoppe and white fudge oreos
• juice?: grape
• holiday?: christmas
• month?: june and july and january
in the last 48 hours:
• cried?: n/a
• missed someone?: yes
• yelled at someone?: yes
• changed your underwear?: u can't change it when u don't where any
• drove somewhere?: yea
• talked to someone on the phone?: yes
• been online?: yes
• smiled?: yes
• had sex?: nope
• kissed someone?: yes
• hugged someone?: yes
• last thing you ate?: french toast at the Phily Diner
• talked to an ugly person?: no, i don't really associate with ugly people
have you ever:
• been in love: yes
• kissed someone of the same sex: nope
• been in trouble with the police? nope
• hit someone?: yes
• broke something?: too many things
• betrayed a friend?: nope
• played strip poker?: yes, but it didnt get very far
• skipped school?: yea
• shot a gun?: no
• broke something important?: yes
• smoked weed?: yes
• smoked a cig?: yes
• dyed your hair?: yes
okay, last questions:
• what is sitting next to you?: my phone
• favorite sport?: football
• are you gay/lesbian/bi/straight? straight
• been in a plane?: yes
• killed someone?: i would like to but no
• slept during class? yes
• are you bored of taking this survey?: yes
• what time is it now?: i don't even know i'm too lazy to look
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| Revelations... |
[01 Jul 2005|12:11am] |
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Last night I hungout with Brian and Billie. As of right now, I'd say they're my two best friends in the world. Brian because he doesn't give a shit about my problems so we don't talk about them at all (instead we talk in a stupid voice all the time that you either crack up at or despise heavily), and Billie because she understands me, tells it like it is and gives me honest advice that doesn't sway me the way that she would necessarily like me to go. Honestly, right now, I really do have a ton of friends who care about me and it's quite an adjustment from having one or none most of the time. But Brian and Billie have just always been there for me and I hope they are for an extremely long time.
Speaking of mine and Billie's chats, we had one that left a bitter taste in my mouth. There was something I did to someone that was really fucked up. I don't regret my decision, but I truly regret the way i went about it. So I took it upon myself to apoligize to this person, and not only did she graciously accept my apology, but she told me she completely understood why I did what I did, and told me if she was in the same place she would've done the same thing. She also took some of the blame upon herself, which was unexpected but appreciated. It really felt good to mend that part of my life and not feel bad about it anymore. After all, she was a great friend, and she was always there for me.
With all this being said, and enjoying the company of a lot of my new friends, I still miss a lot of my old ones. I haven't seen Kelsey since the prom (which was a kick-ass time by the way) and i really miss making fun of her all the time and complaining about my life to her. I miss Sean and Rudi and our stupid band that we all loved. I miss Ramon, Adam and Chris who would come to like every freakin' show, even the one in VA. I miss Ally Meng and our relationship chats and our fire alarm setting off hottness. I miss Gina, when we used to pine over each other's best friend. I miss Erica for more reasons than I could ever even put into a single sentence.
The point is this: there is a damn good reason why we all crossed paths at one time and there is a damn good reason why I miss you all so much. Despite all the bullshit, I still fucking love all of you and I am content with my life right now thanks to you. No matter how small you think your impact was, it's still in my heart and I'll carry it with me forever.
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| Movie Review... |
[15 Jun 2005|02:42am] |
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BATMAN BEGINS IS FUCKING AWESOME!!!
thank you God for allowing Loew's in Cherry Hill to show midnight movies the day they come out!
PS Christian Bale is BADD ass, with two D's.
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| So... |
[30 May 2005|11:21pm] |
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I have been given a very rare opportunity. Someone who i now i guess consider one of, if not my best friend, recently had his roommate and best friend get married and currently he is looking for a roommate. Him, his friend Ian (the one who got married) and Rich all live in a rather large house together. Now that Ian is obviously moving, my friend Ricky and his roommate Rich have been kind of asking around seeing if anyone was interested. I jokingly told Ricky i was, knowing i could never afford it. Then he asked me if i could afford to pay 800 dollars a month and i said hells no. The subject was dropped for awhile. Then, our other friend Tom that we work with also jokingly said he wanted to move in, knowing full well he could not afford to pay 800 dollars a month. Then Ricky had a brain storm. He said we could share the room and pay half the cost. All the sudden this sounded intriguing. 400 dollars a month to live in a ginormous house sharing a ginormous room with 2 closets with someone who i definitely consider a friend. I figure it this way. My paychecks are roughly around 350 anymore with my raise, and if i picked a shift every now and then, i could definitely raise that to about 400 bucks every 2 weeks. That would make my income from paychecks about 800 a month. But then you also have to factor in tips. I'd say i make roughly a 100 dollars a week in tips, making that number roughly 400 dollars a month. So that means overall i make about 1,200 dollars a month. Plus, i do have a lot of money saved up from what i was going to spend on school (believe it or not yes, i had a lot of money saved so i could go to school). If i were to use my money wisely/save it, i could really make this work fairly easily. I wasn't really planning on moving out of my house, not really part of the game plan, but i can tell it's really frustrating my dad that i'm not sure what i'm doing with school and honestly, i'm tired of depending on them. I need to be on my own and take care of myself. I'm 20 years old and i've never spent more than a week away from my parents. And i'm just tired of everyone giving me crap about going to school. The more i'm told i have to go, and the more my parents push me, the less i really want to go. If i live there all i have to do is pay rent and take care of my shit and everything's cool.
Now of course i'm not an idiot. I realize that this isn't something you just jump into. Right now it's only an idea. There's nothing etched in stone and i don't have to make a decision by tomorrow. My main concern really is my car situation. The insurance payments won't be a problem if i take care of my money, but the real problem is maintenance. If something goes wrong with it i'm probably fucked for a little awhile. I talked to my dad about it, he still says he'll probably give me his car, which is a plus. My dad gave me pretty honest and straight-forward answers about everything. He said his main concern was that i'm following almost exactly in his footsteps except for the fact that he was married by 19. He says he had to work his ass off to get to the point where he is today and he doesn't want me to do the same. Don't get me wrong, I know this entry seems like i'm all about it, by my mind is nowhere near made up. Up until now this is probably the hardest decision I have ever made in my entire life. All i can do is weigh out all the options and hopefully i'll make the right decision.
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| I am scene as hell and bored, so here ya go... |
[26 May 2005|02:12am] |
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01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song(s) reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.
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